16 August 2020

Living in a hanok



We woke up early to have breakfast at another nearby Sukiya, and then after running back because I left my umbrella, we returned to pack up the rest of our room.

18 June 2020

Appropriate obsessions

Some angry thoughts from a year ago. Since then, new 'obsessions' have been added, but have not replaced existing ones. Ones that are evidently 'appropriate' of a person of my ____. It's all nonsense. Like what you like. Be happy when you're happy. 

17 June 2020

Slash

Has shown improvement. Practice oral communication skills. Needs to continue to develop creative thinking skills.

15 June 2020

Clouded judgement

when we see a blue sky
it seems like unwavering clarity
but 

14 May 2020

Mistakes and apologies

I hate being wrong. I have always hated being wrong since I was a child, and if I said something incorrectly, my older sibling would tease the living hell out of me. It wasn’t just joking banter, my mistakes were constantly being brought up and paraded in front of guests, my parents, friends. This resulted in me despising being wrong to the point that I would become stubborn even when I knew I was wrong, desperately trying to find a way to be correct.

21 March 2020

10000

Milestones are marked arbitrarily. Solely decided on by human standards, made from personal beliefs of what is meaningful.

Is all this... bad? Having an excuse to celebrate is what makes life a little happier.

2 March 2020

Momentum

I hate to admit it, but I often have a difficult time motivating myself. Starting something new is probably one of the most difficult steps, and without real vested interest or immediate results, the desire to jump in is often held back with self-doubt.

One of the goals I have for my own personal development is continuing to fight through these feelings, especially when they are overwhelming, and doing the things I always wanted to try even when they may result in failure, or worse... mediocrity.

Let's get the ball rolling.